tekanan perasaan...

tekanan perasaan btoi la bila nak buat persiapan kahwin ni.. ada ja yg x kena.. mcmna la org lain wat persiapan? mcm normal or xda benda nak kalut pn.. ke aku sorg je yg gelabah? adoiiiiiiiiiiiyaiiiii...

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Freedom Writers

watched #FreedomWriters just now.. it was really moving. I even cried almost along the way watching it.. This is something that everyone should watch. Especially the Malaysian where racism is becoming serious (in my opinion lah..) 

Next, tomorrow, I promised to cook Tom Yam Goong for my dad. I know that he longed for homecooked food everytime I come home.. it used to be that on weekends, I come back home, mom would cook everything that we like.. after she's gone, it becomes the other way around.. dad always preferred to eat at home with me or any other family members as long as we cook the rice at home.. and he eats a lot too.. I hope thay he can find someone who can take care of him lovingly.. without hoping anything in return.. 

These days, I get sleepy early at night and I get up earlier than usual.. what do I do about it.. ugh.. now I'm sleepy.. 

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~:: Travelling cum Workshop cum Opportunity::~

Heyya guys.. almost November already.. last 23/10-24/10 I went to a workshop in KL.. It was held in Hotel Impiana KLCC.. never thought that our (well, me & my friends encounter an email notifying us that there will be a workshop stationed in KL.. ) intention of working-shopping-vacation plan would turn out to be a great opportunity for us.. 

Startled with the participants where most of them are Drs.. meaning that most of them already had their PhD.. so we got a bit scared.. put yourself my shoes please people.. it's not easy to be yourself when people around you are respected people.. even when we were asked very simple question, we were afraid to answer it.. thought that it would be a silly answer and spoil our moment.. also will further will be done when people realize that we are from which department.. ughh... scaryyyyyy....!! 

Happy moment? When could get the answers right & at the same time the Drs looking at us, not looking down on us.. haha.. the precious moment I tell you! 

Further to add up to this happy incident, after we went back home, we got a good news told by our beloved boss, (whom I got to know shocked/surprised that she got positive feedbacks from the organizers and offered us a special post at their department.. 

Good news babe!!! I cant stop smiling.. ok.. enough of the story.. I'll show you the photos.. 

From far left, Dr Hartini, me, Im, Dr Joe, & Yana.. 

Yeah.. more to come.. just wait for the next stories to come.. thanks for stopping by.. Have a great day people!!! XOXO

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hardworking little ants

yeah... students of mine.. G6.. 

yeah... write those words... 

more discussion & mind you, THEY ARE USING ENGLISH... awww... i love myself...

tha boyzzzzz... i know.. they hate me.. ahahaha.. but.. do i look like i care????? 

hurm... feel blessed right seeing these kids study??? 

look... everybody is working hard... awwww...... 

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~ :: 1st Football @ Stadium Darul Aman :: ~

hello again.. haha.. now i want to tell you about my first time watching a football match live @ Stadium Darul Aman..  i used to love football.. but then, it fades as the time goes by.. ugh.. this time around?? well, my dear fiance SUPER LOVE football.. so i just went to accompany him.. plus, my father-in-law to be bought us the tickets.. wawwww...

soon to be father-in-law wearing blue shirt and & my football-lover fiance in white... yeah... i was excited that i kept snapping pictures of people around the stadium.. 

Kedah players were warming up... almost everything were first time to me.. seeing all the players, feeling the heat, enjoying the excited people scene.. hurm.. it was nice and all.... until......

i shouted & cursed and TOTALLY FORGOT that i sat beside my soon to be father-in-law... oh God!! what a shame.. not once or twice but A FEW TIMES!! 

The people that analyzes the field whether it was suitable for the game that day.. huh.. weird right? the whole nation already knew that a match will held on that day, and supposedly they have already checked the field already..

aghhh... i am having a headache now.. better i go and rest.. the result of the match between Kedah & Singapore was 3-1 .. frustrated .. but then, we just wait next year for a better game.. 

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~ :: 14 September 2013 ~ Saturday + A Step Closer :: ~

Assalamualaikum & good day everyone...!

Yeah, after 3 months or so had passed.. Wow.. so many things happened & I was neglecting my Precious Diary.. 

Yep.. 14th Sept. 2013.. I'm engaged to my dear darling Han.. so close yet so far.. long story short, he was my junior at school but never met in person even we were both in the school's hockey team for three years.. can u imagine? 

That's my E-Ring.. a story behind it: My fiance chose the ring by himself & I only knew how the ring looked like on the day that his mother put it on me.. I am so happy .. yeay... it's nice right??? ;-P

THESE...These are great friends of mine.. dunno what was going to happen if they are not there... A bit panicky, but thanks to them, (and Allah of course who made this happened), I can managed to wear the hijab.. Yanie was supposed to send his brother for also an engagement in Perak, then she decided to come to myhouse 1st.. then it was Haza who couldn't go for a  school trip due to her newly discovered pregnancy, Hazirah a.k.a Along ( the owner of ILi Collection [in Facebook]), who her class was cancelled at the last minute and last but not least, my best friend and her hubby, came all the way from Kuala Lumpur just to celebrate together my happy moment... 

(my sisters...)

(my new ring.. will cherish it always..)

I was so nervous ... I could not think of anything and just wished that I will not tripped and fall, or do something that will be definitely looked s terribly wrong to all the guests.. 

(me & my BFF..)

my fiance?? well... you need to wait for his peek-tures..haha.. till then guys! Byeeeeee.... XD

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HOT HOT HOT~~

everyday is hot here..max temperature about 35 degree Celsius.. living inside the house still feel like living in an oven.. if we take an egg and leave it in a car under the sun here, I am sure that we can have a half boiled egg for lunch.. i am not surprised if the egg fully cooked/boiled.. the heat makes me crazy! I want to buy a new air-cond in May if this heat is not getting better..

And the exercise activity also need extra care by this extremely hot sun.. every time me and my coach went for our regular exercise, we always went out at 6.30pm.. its late but the sun still shining brightly at that time.. by the time we arrived to the place, it's already 7pm..and the weather is much better..

Now, I am marking my students' papers.. this also making me crazy,... the thing is, I teach them writing subject, so I need to READ therir work A LOT.. and their handwriting....oh God... they are torturing me!!! still, I love teaching..maybe because mom and dad used to be teachers, it runs in the family i guess... okay MPD, I need to continue marking the papers.. in the mean time, thanks for reading! Bye! XD

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unfinished resolution -- re-do

Dear MPD readers, 

This is my 2nd entry.. well.. this time is about my new resolution.. For years and years I've tried to achieve it but somehow, until now, I didn't manage to do it. Now it's getting late and it is becoming crucial for me to make it happen...

Ahh..stop the blabber! One thing that a girl always cautious of - having an ideal weight & body shape while having a great health for life to come! Believe it or no, I'm already in the OBESITY category and it scares me.. and so, I have asked my housemate a.k.a my new coach to coach me towards my ideal weight.. (So, be +ve my dear-- hope that my effort this time comes true!) 

So, mark today guys!! This is my day 1 attempt at trying to get a better health & weight.. do pray that I have the will to REDUCE my food portion.. haha.. I'm a type of a girl that enjoy food so much. I can spend so much on eating until I get satisfied with the food.. Bad habit right? Well, I'm trying to change here guys.. so I need your support (moral support - heh)

So, in order for me to keep track of my weight, I created a ticker. I want to congratulate myself -- I went to jog in UUM with my coach (Ms Yana) and manage to run+jog+brisk walk for three laps.. victory for today..yeay for me.. So, enough of this weight loss but do take note that I am going on mild diet + exercise for this resolution. Those out there wants to try, please do a healthy and safe way..

Wish me luck!! XD

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I H.E.A.R.T. Music - MyJiwangMoment

Hi all..!! First of all, I want to thank you for coming to my spot.. I hope that you will enjoy all my entries that I will update every now and then.. After all these years having a classic diary to keep my sweet and sour memories, now I have decided to create an online one as it is easier and much more interactive.. Here it goes.. XD

First time listening to this song, immediately I fall in love.. I search for it in Youtube and keep listening to it over and over but still, my ears can take it.. When listening to this song, it makes me forget the real world.. it takes me with it.. it feels like floating in the air full of love but at the same time feeling sad (mendayu-dayu & sangat sayu mendengarnya).. sounds silly but that is what I feel every time I listen to it. 

As a tribute to the creator and singer for this song, here I uploaded the video. Do enjoy listening to this.. and also you can comment on what and how does this song affects you

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